I'm oficially fourteen year old, sleeps a lot. looks like stupid with my study. super noisy. tall. sooner or later darl, i'm not stupid, i'm just a hyperLAZY girl.
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today, i felt more tired tha before. i just dont understand about the meaning of all my lifes problem. kayanya idup gwe rebek banget. this is not about boys, sory. im not such a maniac that thinking about boys everytime, everyday, and them i laugh it with friends. this is about my life, my family, dgan sgala masalah yang nimpa kluarga gwe. termasuk nimpa gue. gue bukan mau nge expose bahwa gue yang pling mnderita, but i dont know, it looks too hard to me.
im just a 14 years old girl, beib. i want my normal 14 years old girls life.
if i can choosing my based life, i want being such a selfish girl that can beg everything to they parents. whatever they want, whenever they want.., that can speaks loudly to they parents like, "daddy, i want that blackberry...give me the pink one please?"..., dan ngambek berhari2 kalo ga dikabulin. but i CANT do that darling! gue ga bisaaaaa! i was born to be an independent girl, that working up everything with my self, yang ngusahain sgala sesuatu sndiri. even i dont like it.
gue cuma ga mau nyusahin kluarga gue. bner deh.
once again, this is not about boy. LOVING sumoen is not just when you hug him or her, or giving sumthin branded to them, or just kiss them while you say 'i love you'. sorry guys, but thats so UNworthed! loving someone is how you servant your life to them. and how you show that you'll stay with them, whatever will happen.
you may say " just smile and happy with you're life" or other advice. masalahnya, lo ga tau apa yang gw rasain, lo ga tau darimana gue memandang apa yang gue rasaain, dan lo ga tau rasanya kalo gue yag rasaain ini. bukan orang lain. its so hurt darl.
i love my family. im sure.
ps: gausa liat struktur grammar yang ga jelas itu, cukup liat maksud tulisan gue. hehe. oiya, jangan nannya2 soal ini. karna gue males jelasin. haha.
